Adam Coloretti’s Story

No one knew what was wrong, medical imaging was clear or inconclusive and I was unresponsive to physical therapy.
 
 
 

Beginning/background

My journey began with two minor muscular injuries at the gym, one in my upper back and the other in my groin/high hamstring. Looking back, I understand that whilst these injuries would have structurally healed in a matter of weeks, my fear and catastrophising that my body was seriously damaged kept the pain switched on for six years. This was both due to my prior lack of injury history making me more reactive, as well as the injuries being in areas where I had never experienced pain before.

In addition to this body-based fear, the injuries ruined my lofty fitness aspirations at the time. As I had made these goals a huge part of my identity and was living out of balance as a result, this disruption was very psychologically threatening and produced a lot of fear and related emotions.

My body had good reasons to sound the alarm and the danger signal that is pain!

 
 
No one knew what was wrong, medical imaging was clear or inconclusive and I was unresponsive to physical therapy.
 

Middle/the painful years

I spent the next four years seeing countless professionals, including physiotherapists, osteopaths and chiropractors, in an unsuccessful attempt to treat my pain as a structural issue. I even sought out an expert tendon physiotherapist half way across the world in the Netherlands whilst studying there, yet nothing worked and the pain persisted.

No one knew what was wrong, medical imaging was clear or inconclusive and I was unresponsive to physical therapy.

It was only in the last couple of years, through the pioneering work of Dr John Sarno and later Dr Howard Schubiner (amongst others), that I learnt of the condition known as TMS (Tension Myositis Syndrome), which explains most chronic pain and other chronic symptoms as having an emotional and psychological root.

 
I managed to strip the fear away from exercise and slowly but surely was able to exercise without pain
 
 

The work and recovery

It is exclusively through this mindbody approach and trial and error of the various techniques that I began to see progress, and am now pain-free!

To begin, I dived right into the brain science and idea that suppressed emotions and nervous system dysregulation (from anxiety driven patterns such as people pleasing and perfectionism) could be driving my pain. I used this theory as well as journalling and began to understand that my triggers were actually emotional (the fear of physical activity and anticipation around the pain), rather than the physical acts themselves.

I managed to strip the fear away from exercise and slowly but surely was able to exercise without pain. This was a key breakthrough in convincing myself that my pain was not structurally caused. It took me about 6-12 months of emotional work, but I am now chronic pain free and completely uninhibited physically.

I now coach others to achieve the same outcomes, and am forever grateful to this work and its pioneers for giving me my life back :)

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